“Not gonna lie, I’m really nervous right now,” Emilie, wearing a necklace with Trigg’s name on it, said in the Sept. 20 video. “I don’t really know if there’s any right way to start this video, but I’m going to do my best.”
“I’m not going to act like things are fine and dandy, and I don’t want it to come off that way with me coming back and making content again,” she explained. “This is really therapeutic for me. I miss talking to you guys, but I don’t know what that’s going to fully look like.”
Emilie also acknowledged the new boundaries she’ll have on social media going forward, noting she likely won’t be disclosing every detail about her “grief journey.”
“The last thing I want to do is get on the internet, cry and say every single way that I’m feeling because I’m really just trying to process everything as best as I can,” the influencer shared. “If you are going through anything similar, I just want to say that I love you, I’m here for you and I understand how hard it is.”
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